Randomness

The blog almost half a year never been updated. Maybe I have lost my interest or out of idea... Now is already end of June and...I'm still jobless. the feeling is weird. Much of hatred accumulated in my mind. maybe I'm too naive or believes in...err...dunno how to describe. Peoples around were sooo curious and wanting to know what am I doing. It makes me feel angry and frustrated. But, I believed some of them are really concerned bout my future. I hope they would understand my situation and let me face it myself. I do not want all 'these'. please let me solve it. I'm okay......